Keeping positive

I am so drained. I've gotten to the stage I'm really starting to hate the project I am working on, I guess a lot of people feel the same during their dissertation, it's so tiring, long and drawn out and it feels like it's never going to stop.

I had the strangest dream last night, I was in a supermarket with this unfamiliar guy and we were food shopping. He was being very difficult "Do you want chicken?" "No." "What about tuna?" "No." "Then what do you want to eat?" "I don't know!". To say the least he was really grating on my nerves. I ended up picking some Udon Noodles packed straight and in a similar way to crab sticks and said I'd make soup with them and that's when I woke up.

I guess from this I take away that people are being difficult and it's time to, quite literally, use my noodle and ignore their constant whinging, let organised, rational thinking lead the way.

In another news! I've been blowing too much cash on things to keep me chipper, although to be fair I hadn't bought a pair of shoes to wear in a long while. Two pairs of beauties that are very different in style, Dr Martens Laurens that are oh so comfortable and look kickass with plaid pants giving a real bondage chic look and Hush Puppies Viviannas that are the perfect finishing touch to a maxi skirt or dress, you can't even feel the heel in them, it's like walking in slippers. I have a habit of buying shoes in twos which is a little strange, I never seem to be able to find a pair I like for ages and suddenly I find two that I must must have.

I've also taken pride in my hair getting long (again). I'd been looking at Klorane products for a while now and decided to take the plunge and boy was I not disappointed! I chose a combo towards my platinum (now balayage) hair to get rid of the yellow tones and so far it's working out great. I also got some fancy new hair ties for ballet which I started last week.

The first lesson I really was fumbling about, but the second I really started to get to grips with the movement and balance. Got to say I'm really enjoying it and I look forward to each session which is kind of surprising to be honest. I though I would be so lousy I'd put myself off, but so far, so good! I feel very motivated to learn something new and make it my own.

Seduced by Black Friday offers I also indulged in an Urban Decay Naked Glide On Double Ended Eye Pencil in Naked Basics I had been wanting for a while (dare I say it "eyeing") and Korres Lip Butter in Jasmine, which smells in incredible. I can only think it smells like orange blossom and white chocolate which is a bit of a weird combination that is oh so delicious.

Can't wait to wind down and not have to go into college. One more week and I finally get some down time again, even if it's just for a breather, but oh woe, then I'll have to deal with family chaos x.X